a second chance?

2011-10-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

sometimes i guess i let things get into my head. and sometimes it's just how others say it that makes it worse. But in a way, it knocks a ton of sense into me.

Sometimes, i feel as if i don't understand myself at all.
i have no idea what i want in life sometimes. which is sad. for some reason.

ANYWAY.
my last 2 months here before term 4 ends! i should be making the most out of it. :)
hehehe. omg, melb was super cold this morning. screw, why did i decide to wear shorts? :/ oh well, it was great seeing ppl back in Trinity i guess :D
MamaShan was back this morning <3 yay! hahah, now we can talk about BS till the cow comes home. lol.
Omg, i just found out today that G and C are going for prom together! wts~ i seriously don't feel like going to it anymore. like i don't wanna go there and like see them standing there tgtr. *G's so shy, what do u think will happen then? :/ you never know :/ * lol.
it was nice to see Charmaine and Felix! hahah. both of them cut their hair. Char cut Felix's hair, haha, it was okay in a way where it wasn't screwed up/ good. lol. hahah. Felix demanded an answer from me then. lol. Charmaine wasn't as bad as us (Spring music fest group), apparently, she changed her song like... 4 times already. LOL. hahaha. Felix has been asking me seriously weird questions, wonder what's his problem -.- Chemistry, as usual, was a bore, but i tried my best to pay attention. hahah. got a little info out of it. :D
walked with pui shan to meet heather outside gym. lol. Saw Charles on the way there. Charles has bigger arms. ZOMG!!! T.T then we saw Dylan, haha. Pui shan so funny.

ahhhh, JERRY. GO STUDY NOW. YOU CAN DO IT. IT'S THE FINAL LAP! GO! GO! GO!
CASS, BALL, EMILY, MARCUS AND BONG!!!! HOPE UR PROMOS ARE ALRIGHT :D
JU, TRI AND NATE! DON'T SLACK IN POLY!
HOPE ALL YOU GUYS ARE GREAT.
MISS AND LOVE YOU A TON :)
HEHEH. <3

Invisible To People

2011-10-10T18:01:00.001+08:00

I'm kind of glad that no one from Trinity knows my blog.
Cause it's like i can say things freely here.
Thankfully :)

Anyway, Hilly, Heather and Sharon are in my room discussing for Spring Music Fest.
Like sometimes, i wish i had the talent to sing. I know I don't have a really good voice. But sometimes encouragement would be good. In a way, i don't know how to say it.
Like in the past, when we're singing ( Natalie and I) I kinda have encouragement from ppl. I don't know how to say it. But sometimes it feels when I'm rehearsing with them, it's like I'm not there at all. Like when Sharon records it, people can barely hear my voice. But If i sing louder, its like idk how to say. (i don't think its that out of tune, but it's just different). And the worse thing is that when i ask them to help me get more in tune, no one really wants to help. And like sometimes the things people say, makes me hurt sometimes. Like one of them said while they were rearranging the standing order, she was like " Claire, don't mind uh, we'll just count you out first:". :( And after they recorded it without me, Hilly was like.. this was so much nicer. Like it kinda breaks my heart. Now they're like talking about the group as if i'm invisible. would they like it if i did that to them??? sigh. Feel like quitting. ( But i don't wanna cause Hilly will be pissed) But at the same time, I don't think they'll mind me quitting cause it's as if i'm invisible. Feel like crying so badly after they leave my room. ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
On a happier note, I got Natalie's letter! YAY! :) heheh. Thanks Nat :) Love ya! :D

Jeremy, JIA YOU FOR O'S! YOU CAN DO IT :) Love ya bro! :D

xoxo;
Claire

Seasons of love

2011-10-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

Five hundred twenty-five thousand

Six hundred minutes,
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Moments so dear.
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure, measure a year?

In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights
In cups of coffee
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
In five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure
A year in the life?
How about love?
How about love?
How about love? Measure in love
Seasons of love. Seasons of love
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes!
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Journeys to plan.
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure the life
Of a woman or a man.
In truths that she learned,
Or in times that he cried.
In bridges he burned,
Or the way that she died.
It's time now to sing out,
Tho' the story never ends
Let's celebrate
Remember a year in the life of friends
Remember the love!
Remember the love!
Seasons of love!
Oh you got to got to
Remember the love!
You know that love is a gift from up above
Share love, give love spread love
Measure measure your life in love.

2011-03-10T06:14:00.000+08:00

Lessons start at 145 today! i'm so happy! but i still woke up at 8. lol. should have gone for breakfast with the girls. I'm super hungry now! Lucky i have a ton of things to do to before Siew Mein gets back from her morning lesson. We're going to the post office to collect my parcels!!! :) yay! can't wait. Urgh, last night's stupid 2 bag whole load of laundry is not dry. gonna rinse it agai and then dump it into the dryer upstairs. hope it's working *fingers crossed* :)

OH. there's something realy weird going on. when i saw the blog i was ... HUH???????? a ton of qn marks appeared. lol. um... i don't really know the situation but 1 things for sure.. HUH?? i know what i did. but.. do you have to be that.. cynical about it? idk if cynical's the right word for it. lol. I just realised that after every fight we had, i'll be the one who'd take the first step and apologise. Tell me something, when was there a point where after we had a fight, you had initiated the apology? don't you realise it's more of a one sided " i'm sorry, please forgive me while you get pissed at me" thing? I think i get what Natalie was trying to say to me the other day.. lucky i know... I remember the last fight we had was in.. june? and we fought over the stupidess tihng ever. quote by her " wts? he is making a mountain out of a molehill" and at that time, i couldnt tell you the truth. because right after i told you... nat said i couldnt tell anyone. so obviously i had to make it like a joke right -.- and then guess what? you did the most amazing thing ever, get pissed. well, i would be pissed if i were in ur position. but only for like.. a fraction of a minute? geez, since when were you so.. sigh, i just feel like i'm losing the friend i had made back then in secondary 2. Now, as we grow up, we know more things about the world. LIke what natalie told me once, it's really hard to keep a friendship when one of them always gets pissed so easily. it has to be tough on both sides. and i remembered that i kept sending you smses as an apology in june. you couldnt even bother to reply. even when nat needed help, you didnt reply, onyl until i stated the specifics. know what? i didnt even text my boyfriend at that point so that i could text you. i didnt want to exceed the sms limit, i had to sacrifice so much. in the end, bf got so pissed till we were fighting. i never told you this but whatever. in the end, i texted you quite a bit but still no reply. until you needed help, then you called me. i guess that's what you want, a friend to be ready at the background. and when i started hanging out more with marcus in.... jan? you got pissed too. omg. like what natalie said.. so drama. lol. i know what i'm saying makes me sound like someone who is the 'victim" now, but i;m not implying that. in every fight, we're both victims. only for the different reasons. There has been surveys done that shows how guys get easily angry. OMG. I SOUND LIKE MAUREEN NOW ( My wonderful psychology lecturer) im letting psychology get into my head! argh, i'm going to stop talking about this incident and what is going to happen to our friendship for now. if i continue talking about his, i'm gonna be cursing and swearing the whole day and i'll have Heather's What the eff face. LOL. for now, i guess we'll just have to stop talking to each other and .. whatever will be will be. if it's god's will that we are to remain friends then good, if it's not, then boohoo. I'm going back in April. wonder if the answer will be ready by then.... quoted by natalie again " if he keeps this on, just break the friendship" but.. i dont agree with that. which is a good thing right? :/

crap, my cousin just asked me for my geography notes. shit, it's with Jeremy, lol. double crap, my mom insists that i give it to her. triple crap, i'm here. jeremy's in singapore. = a whole lotta crap!

omg, i seriously can't wait to see Natalie, Juvelia and Jasmine!!! missed them so much!

Australia has made such a big difference in my life. In terms of the way i act and everything. Here, i'll think through things more throughouly before i say them (unless if i'm angry of course) , i learn to be more independant. Here, you'll meet friends that'll stand by you for life. we talk through things more rationally before getting into a fight. We know what's independant living and our general knowledge has all greatened.
Singapore? yes, there are some friends that will stick by you for life. But its only a little. some friends are friends that you just know. and what happens to them after a year, you can't be bothered to find out. wheras, Natalie, Juvelia, Jasmine etc etc have played a really big role in my life. and i love them for that, they've given me great advice. espescially Natalie. when i'm down and out, she's always there to give me good advice. i'll never forget what all of my close friends have done for me.

omg, i sound damn emo now right? lol.. nehh, it's not it. i jsut miss my family and friends.
just 2 days ago, i was talking to my mom on skype and i asked her if she was bored around the house since there's no one to shout at. she said.. yeah but very stress free. LOL. aww, <3 her :)

2011-03-09T18:00:00.001+08:00

OMG. I'M SO PISSED.
once i'm here. i realised who my real friends are in singapore i mean. and i can definitely name them : Jasmine <3 , Natalie <3 , Juvelia <3 , Jeremy, Matthew, Serena ( lol, she's in melbourne) and marcus.

they've been asking how i've been. etc. except for one. which pisses me off. you should ask yourself these questions :

1. are you that sensitive?
2. what is wrong with you?
3. why do you take things to harshly?
4. are you that of a coward?
5. don't you miss me?

i guess he doesnt. i'm gonna make it damn obvious who it is here.... SCREW JAR**!!!!!!!
LOL. kinda retarded right ? :P

pepsi cola 1, 2, 3!

2011-01-03T03:51:00.000+08:00

♥PEPSI COLA 1, 2, 3! ♥

hahaha. realised i'm like a pepsi cola bottle. lol. like, pssss.... anger. then when you open the bottle, BOOM! ( esp when you shake it ) . anger explodes. then calm down. lol.
you know why i can explode when the bottle opens? cause someone shaked it. :P
i don't think it's fully my fault when i explode. really. and i'm not that kind of person who gets pissed off at ppl for no reason. someone has to make me really angry. and come to think of it... i don't really explode in school.. like less than 5 times? lol. whatever~

yesterday i was pissed off too. at a little 5 year old. lol. but whatever~ i also throw my tantrums sometimes so... whatever~ :)

i promised i won't get mad at anyone this year. damn.
but it's so hard...
whatever~

anyway, another 3 more d

ays then i'm on board a plane and back to singapore! :D
my beloved home. to my beloved friends. back to see my beloved dad and family! ♥♥
oohhh i miss all my friends too! especially Juvelia, Tricia, Cassandra, Natalie, Jeremy, Marcus, Jasmine, Jonathan and Natasha. ♥ and we all have to go out once i'm back cause i miss everyone there!!! :)

hope i don't get too jet-lagged. lol.
and i'm almost done packing.like i just need to stuff my shoes and my sweaters in and I'M DONE! woohoo!
aw man! today need to sleep on the soft bed. shit, i could'nt sleep on that bed. TOO SOFT :P
hopefully i can sleep on that bed tonight :) please please please :)

i'm listening to all the old songs :) it's been a long time since i've listened to them. lol.

xoxo; clairemarie

2010-12-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

kellie pickler: didn't you know how much i loved you

I remember the way you made love to me
Like I was all you'd ever need
Did you change your mind
Well I didn't change mine
Now here I am trying to make sense of it all
We were best friends now we don't even talk
You broke my heart
Ripped my world apart

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

I can't get you out of my head
I still feel you in this bed
Left me all alone
You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a BLEEP
I've felt it all
I've been to the wall

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
Didn't you know how much I loved you

One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me

Didn't you know how much I loved you
Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby
I gave you everything, every part of me
Didn't you feel it when I touched you
Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby
Baby, tell me
I gave you everything, every part of me

2010-12-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

everything just changed ,idk.one moment you treat me so well. then the next, you treat me like crap. why??? i dont get it. isit smthg i did/said that caused the change?? tell me! i'm not a mind reader, so i cant read what's oon your mind. i made the effort, but you didnt. i saw you online, i left a msg. no reply. whatever~ i just want an answer, i dont want to keep things hanging. yes, maybe i should give you more space instead of insisting that you talk to me all the time. for that, i'm sorry. but i've only been able to talk to you on skype like monday? and i havent seen you in like... so many months! when i saw you, i felt so happy.
now, the way you talk to me is so different. i just cant stand it. i cant bear it. its making my moods so... URGHH!

anw, went to pacific mall this afternoon. at first i thought it was gg be boring. but after i found some stuff, i kinda enjoyed my time :)
then came home, watched watchmen with edwin and june. i dont even understand the movie. and its like so sexual uh -.- june even asked me to close my eyes. lol =.=

then packed abit of stuff. but plan failed because i was distracted.lol. i know i'm making excuses ;/ then played guitar /taked/socialised with edwin for abt 1 hr plus? :)

2010-12-10T07:44:00.000+08:00

fuck la, i'm super pissed and upset because of these few reasons :

1. just because your daughter is here you become like fuck uh. scold me like 3 times alr??? fuck you la knn. maybe it's because ur're like that. that's why your own daughter don't even want to contact you for 14 years. it's your fault.
2. i don't eat spicy food. i hate spicy food. so what if it's nice? i don't give a fuck abt it. so don't force me to eat it. saying that it's all in the mind. fuck. it's the same thing. if i ask you to eat something sweet. you say its too sweet. BUT ITS ALL IN THE MIND. what fucking training you talking abt? GAD la.
3. CHINESE FOOD CHINESE FOOD EVERYDAY! - ALMOST!
4. OLD PPL DON'T WANT TO GO OUT.
5. i don't have my friends here to talk to through text.
6. i miss every single one of my friends.
7. my mom thinks i'm sensitive because i wen t upstairs after what my aunt said -.- that's fucking more lame right? =.= seriously? nif i was sensitive, i wouldnt even dare talk back to her =.= lame loser -.-
8. my tummy's not well and it's making everything so screwed up!
9. i'm bored when i'm left with all the aunties -.-
10. i'm not a mind reader, so i don't know what you think. so if you want to tell me something. speak your mind -.-! don't play games with me -.-

bitch face la that older woman. daughter here alr, smile smile smile everyday. even bread that she doesnt want must force daughter to take. -.- so lame la u!
and although she has a nice house. but she's just too bitch too. i don't like her although she's mom's friend. treat Kim like fuck liddat. i pity Kim.
i realize Kim and I have loads in common. :) oh god! i love her :0 she's so fun and nice to play with or even as a companion. wish she was in Singapore or even here with me :(

Anyway, i went for a hike with Uncle Frank ( aunt Evelyn's husband) this morning. their house is beautiful. we walked through the snow, down steep slopes and up and walked along the main road to reach back at her house. was about an hour long? and he showed me interesting and beautiful views. there was one that he showed me was that there was a shipwreck many years ago. and the ship's still there. LOL.

anyway, i love kim and uncle frank :)

oh. I also love Edwin and Julie too! :) Lea and Larraine also!!! :) Michelle and June too.

xoxo; ClaireMarie

2010-12-08T13:24:00.000+08:00

-like are you the one, should i really trust-

holy smoke! i can't belief june managed to pull emily and i for muay thai! hahaha! it was really fun and exciting! loved it!!!

exactly abt a mth's time!

2010-11-30T11:02:00.000+08:00

♥ Find The Light ♥

slept until so shiok last night! :D
then woke up, cough cough cough! until took the sea coconut medicine :)

Then.... we went to the city:) OMGGGG! the houses there are so nice and awesome :) But Michelle's house is like totally wicked and totally awesome too! (L)

Then dropped the twins off at their chinese class then we went to Walmart then Target, Nordstrom and this bread place. AND the bread was so totally awesome! yummy! :) i keep getting static :/ - so irritating and shocking :( btw, Lea gave me 2 static shocks :P

Everything's like so different now.
It's like ..... i don't really know how to say it. but with my friends at the other end of the globe, it kinda feels weird. Esp when Marcus is like in Jap? and Jerry is in S'pore?

but Jerry's not that hard to communicate with since he usually sleeps at like 3 am? and i'm awake at ... 9? so sometimes it's kinda easy to communicate with him :P and can suan him too :P hahaha, so fun.

HA! with Marcus in jap. its harder to talk to him cause it's like ... it just feels weird when i don't talk to him everyday. feels like a part of my life is missing? He really cracks me up sometimes with his sarcasm, jokes and pranks? Lol. and the only thing that kinda makes me laugh now is Lea ad Laraine? when they're so funny ? other than that... it's like.... empty without marcus? lol.... i mean.. it just feels weird. and i feel that something has happened and changed everything :/ i'm kinda scared to find out. :(

AND Juvelia, I miss her calling me loh soh, my dumbness to her words, her suanning and us talking about all our problems :P and the weird times i would look at her textes and then laugh in public- ppl around me would think i'm crazy :P LOL.

OH! and Natalie. Her totally wicked and awesome blur-ness in church :P embarrassing herself in church. I also miss Natasha with her funniess :P

OH GOSH! i just miss all my friends :(
esp...... :P

xoxo; ClaireMarie

2010-11-26T13:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING! :D

Geez, i'm really pissed off now. i'm not sure why too though. but....
i don't know if its just the feeling of missing you or just knowing that Jeremy's right for once or what, but... somehow, it feels totally different. its like, something's not right? but since when is anything right for me? Its like never? Or maybe once in a blue moon?

Sigh, now all i have as company is this macbook. Laraine is playing with kelly and willy. Lea is using Ipad. mom and aunt are watching tv. dad too. michelle and lionel are entertaining friends. So i'm practically a loner now. i'm wishing now that i'm in Singapore so that i can text all my friends and talk crap till the cow comes home. Or maybe if one of my best friend was'nt in Japan and i was in Singapore, i would'nt feel that way.

whatever, nice way to spend thanksgiving! -.-

2010-09-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

i'm disappointed.
kinda.
SIGHHH!!!
i stayed at home to study instead of going out with ju, tri, cass and anabel.

i know where my goal is.
but can i really reach it?
what if its a waste of time.
i know what my answer is.
i'm not gonna make the same mistake i did for the last few years.
its really a dilemma.

half is yes. other half is idk.

now what?
yeah,
if you're sad, i'll be sad cuz ur're sad.

2010-08-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

idk what to do.
if u were serious in playing the game, you would have completed it.
u had many lives, but in the end.
it was still game over

2010-07-22T21:11:00.001+08:00

sigh...
it's been a long time since i last saw you.
ah, whatever luhh! i dun really care.
today during chem Zhen Xiang very funny uh :/
laugh like damn long uh :/
then i heard that bee say smthg which made me pissed off ttm!

Juvelia, cheer up okay? :D We all love you :)
xxxxx, you should think about what you did and reflect!
Jeremy, jiayou! work harder :D

omg, what ai mei gan do we have? omg, why does alot of ppl think we got this thing going round?
:/ like seriously uh? wth?

xoxo;

2010-07-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

wtf, 5 ppl made me pissed today!
ESP THAT FEMALE CANINE THAT CAN'T STOP BARKING!
BARK AND BARK AND BARK!
SO MANY PPL ALSO CAN'T STAND HER! WTF UH!
NB! KNN! CCB!

disapointed

2010-07-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

i'm disappointed.
i experienced 2 different disappointments today.
i shan't say the first one here.
the 2nd one....
well, its complicated.
i cant belief it.
i cried. yeah.
cuz i'm totally disappointed and upset over what happened.
but i cant do anything about it.
i'll think through carefully.
i don't blame anyone but just.. myself.
i guess.
FML FML FML!!!!

2010-07-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

FUEL social was awesome!
there was rockband, psp, wii
HAHAH! raging rabbits very funny.
Nat, Tasha, augy and i played until very tiring.
hand also very pain :/
then played psp and rockband with gerald and gang!
damn funny uh
nat sang bad romance.
then got all those background words.
then very funny.
then gerald keep killing me in the psp game :(
but i killed him back man! :)

this fri got bbq for newbies.
should i go? :/

2010-07-06T17:36:00.001+08:00

i really dont know what to do.
i'm at loss here.
i cant belief you lied.
cant belief you left me out.
how can i ever trust anyone again?
FML!

2010-07-04T20:28:00.001+08:00

a lot of things have happened.
i just don't know where to begin.
somehow, i don't if i can ever trust anyone else ever again.
i feel as if everyone has betrayed me.
i really don't know what to do.
what if i did not hear wrongly?
what if its true?
i really don't know.

2010-06-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

♥sometimes it can be hard, but in the end you succeed ♥

went to NZ .
awesome!
fabulous!
whatever!
i miss that place
got to know some really cool ppl and hang out with 4e1iians.
hahah! esp the girls.
the late night gossiping abt ukw :P

seriously uh. u should know that i'm over u.
seriously :)
lets do the stupid thing and shake hands and be friends again.
HA!
like that will ever happen.
maybe it will,
if u start TALKING to me again ;)

xoxo; C

2010-05-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOOO!!!!! finally stepped down :) :)

went out shopping on wed with Juve, Cali, Tricia, Cass and ... Cj ( who joined us later)
watched last song... tri and i cried :) quite touching :)

AHHHH!!!!!!!! i'm so happy!!!! :)

so if you knew it, so why didnt you do something.
instead of just stoning there and not caring about my feelings?
i am a human too....
and u should have known that i cry easily...
there's one thing i wanna know...
are we still the friends we were like the past? ( 14 aug 09)
please tell me then....
instead of leaving behind a memory of our friendship which seems to have no end..

2010-04-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE!
HOPE YOU HAD AN EGGCITING DAY!

yesterday easter's mass was retarded, crazy.
HAPPY CONFI JER AND BEN !
the baptism was really cool. Nat, Tasha and I went to the glass thingy there to have a better view.
the 2 retards started waving :/ and wanted to be the first and the last clap after the speech :/
in the end, i joined the retarded group :/
after mass went to see Jer and Ben.
then went pit. gave easter hugs.
then found out that nathan and Bong actually noticed the waving thing.
we all thought they didnt notice. lol

btw, natalie embarrased herself 4 times in church.
tasha and i cant stop laughing at the memory.
parents sent tasha and nat home after :)

xoxo ;c

2010-03-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

♥its time to start thinking positive♥

the past two days at NanYang poly was cool. I was in the same group as Nikko, Gina, Natalie, Dillion and Christopher. We made nylon and played some game like monopoly on the first day. did air sampling on 2nd day. it was really cool. And the food was awesome:) Today very funny. everyone was standing behing Loh ting on the escalator up the train station. his shoelace got stuck and everyone banged into each other. lol...

just found out that 4E1 is swapping classes with 4E3 cause there's like 47-49 people in 4E3 -.-

xoxo; claire

parliament house

2010-03-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

4E1 and 4N2 went to the Parliament house today. In the bus, the guys were retarded and started singing songs. The issue they were talking about in parliament was interesting. Damn interesting. But because we were late, so we only stayed there for like 30 mins? what the hell. of course late luhh. got so many security checks! peter damn funny luhh. he was like " ladies, welcome to my house" then all the girls laughed and the person had to tell us to shhh..

having the same feeling all over again, when will it stop?

2010-02-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

this few days were awesome!

went for Fuel valentine's day on friday!
bai nian on chu 1 an chu 2! ang pow!
oh, i <3 the party at Jacob's house :)
then went to friends house to bai nian!
Juvelia, Tricia, Jonathan, Chong Joo and Cassandra came to my house!
damn funny luhh!
then went to CJ house to play :)
went to catholic high yesterday for course.
DAMN! something happened >.<
pictures all on FB!

i'm still right here waiting :)

2010-02-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

♥I guess that’s the way it is. By the time I’m ready to say it, it’s all too late.♥

We had the Total defence day and Chinese new year celebration! All UG had to wear Full- u . I brought Valentine’s day gifts WOOHOOO! Glad people liked it, ESPESCIALLY NATALIE WONG JIA YAN! Then talked to Peter, Yee Seng and Nika, Thanks EVERYONE for the support for 22 feb unlike some people whoi swore they were going to laugh. It really means a lot to me. I love you guys!- e.g : peter, yee seng, ZX, Isaac, Jin Feng etc etc. Lol. Then after that went out to watch valentine day the movie at J8 with Jasmine, Marc, Kevin and Diana. OMG, Kevin and I were like chattering all the way because of the cold. Haha. Stupid Jasmine had Marc. LOL. After the movie, I accidentally slammed a door at a guy’s face. OH, I met YU SHUEN AND YUQI. OMG, YU SHUEN IS LIKE DAMN CHIO NOW LUHH> I MISSED HER LIKE CRAP! Damn pai sehh luhh. Then chiong home to clean the room.

It really means a lot to me, if only you’ll be able to support me, encourage me, not jeer at me or laugh. My self-esteem comes crashing down everytime I hear that from you and see that sentence.

xoxo forever; Claire :)

hard to imagine

2010-02-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

♥ Sometimes it’s hard to imagine ♥

Yesterday was an ordinary day for me. Except that GG was like AWESOME! Like really cool and just awesome :D GG thinking day practise in school was awesome too! No screw ups by the others. That’s a good sign right? I really just hope that I won’ tforget any of the commands on 22 February or I’m really screwed by Nika, Wan Qi and Ms Tan or maybe even by the whole of the GG company. Sigh.. It’s really hard to juggle everything at one go man!

Then I went home at about 6 pm. I was supposed to meet Natalie, Gerard and Nathan in church at 6.30 pm but I arrived at 6.45 pm. Sorry. Natalie and Natasha arrived at about 7.30 pm. Jeremy arrived at about that time too. Nathan arrived at about err. 7 pm? I think so … Went to Retro Café to eat. Nathan, Gerard and I went to Retro café first. When we sat down, we looked at the menu. The 2 guys realized they didn’t have money. So we like left the place. Very pai sehh luhh. Then in the end after meeting up with Natalie, Natasha and Jeremy, we went to prata house. Chat like crap luhh. Laugh like retarded luhh. Then went for FUEL! WOOHOO!!! Hahah! FUEL was as awesome as ever! :D Then after FUEL went to the altar servers room so that Natalie could talk to Nathan and Gerard. OMG! It was seriously a CLIQUE reunion luhh! But the only thing was that Jonathan was not there. Or else it WOULD have been one! Even Ben and Andre was there luhh! Haha. Andre ___ LOL! Haha. I seriously can’t stop laughing luhh.

Oh, and Cherry and the rest keep calling me Felicity! Haha!

I realized one thing, if you really need someone to cheer you up, there’s always your awesome friends there for you. And those are the people you know since secondary one. Though they do tease you and all but they actually do have a heart to care for you. We actually became closer than ever I think. :DI love them all! Especially these awesome friends of mine from sec 1 : Nashrul, Zhen Xiang, Victor, Wei Hong, Peter, Juvelia, Tricia, Calista. All from 1e4’2007 and 2e4’2008. There’s still Natalie, Charmaine, Wan Qi , Jeremy, Gerard, Kiong Keng, Cherry, Geselle, Tiffanie, Gwyneth and the other retarded guys!

Xoxo forever ; Claire Marie Felicity Goh Jie Lin

2010-02-03T18:13:00.000+08:00

today was just irritating. got back our Amaths test on geometrical proof. WTH. my results were :/ and i did'nt expect myself to get that score. Oh well :)
Oh, this morning during morning assembly was damn freaking hot luhh. Then Nika very funny. She was using her to cover her. LOL. and she has like the thickest and longest hair like in the entire school? i think. Anyway, Nika, Calista, Cheryl, Shanti and I are going to be the Guard of Honor for Thinking Day. YAY! CIP points :) Hahah ;D
I very nervous! GG thinking day on school is like 19 days away. OMG! AHHH, and there's amaths, chemistry AND geography test! AHHHH! HELP! piano was fun. played duet with teacher! i learning how to play Croatian Rhapsody the orginal! like OMG! it's super hard luhh! Hope i can play it by.. This month? :)

19 more days! crap. i hope i'm ready :/ what if i make a fool in front of the whole school? :/

2010-01-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

♥ i cross my heart to God ♥

yesterday had BIO! OMG, seriously, the guys in our class were just ... nvm. abigail very funny. She sit beside me in class can laugh everyday one! She today abit sot. Cause she use her ruler to poke me, she draw on my hand blah blah. Damn funny luhh. Stuff happened.Thanks babe! love ya! then today study study study :) blah blah blah. Assembly.

Thanks Juvelia, Natalie, Nika, Peter, Mark, Loh Ting, Tricia , Kiong Keng and some others for your concern! Love you guys deep deep! :)

xoxo; Claire

2010-01-23T11:07:00.000+08:00

♥ i learnt my lesson ♥

zzzz. Zomg, this week sucked big time. Like urgh. Wednesday during biology was just... haiz. okay, here's what happened.. during bio, while Mr Gunawan was collecting the leaves we drew one by one, i went to talk to Wei Hong, Peter, Zhen Xiang, Victor and Loh Ting about some stuff. Then Justin and Jason joined us. Then I think Justin tell Peter to stand up to make the' circle' / ' oval' whatever bigger then suddenly Gunawan said " peter and jing xuan stand because you were the last 2 to sit down" then Justin or Jason came up with this ' WONDERFUL ' idea the one for all and all for one thing. so All 8 of us stood. then Gunawan suddenly said why are there so many people standing at the back. Jason said' one for all all for one' then gunawan go say ' shall u make the whole class stand ? - something like that "then Jason go say" no thank you " Guess what? Gunawan tell him to stand on the chair. so all 8 of us stood on the chair -.- at the back of the class room and Wei hong was just retarded cause he kept jumping from chair to chair. lol. whatever. lame luhh.

then FRIDAY which was yesterday, i was kinda in a bad mood due to some stuff in school during CCA. then i went for mass with Joel , Adam, Anthony, Jeremy, Pearlynn, Nicholas and Daniel. Then went to Thomson Plaza for dinner we were joined by Fred and some others. Gerard joined us at KFC. Pearlynn and i went to Popular. spent 30 minutes there. LOL. and some mishap happened in KFC. the IDIOTIC MORONIC CARELESS AIR HEAD GERARD BONG SPILT HIS MOUNTAIN DEW ON ME! -.- OMS he wanted to say hi to Fred and wanted to wave. but his hand like knocked his drink an so happened i was sitting diagonally opposite him. damn unlucky luhh. and it spilt all over my school skirt -.- thank god i didnt go home to bathe or else he seriously D-I-E. DIE! went to church to wash my skirt. kinda pissed then had the ' aiya, accident only ' thinking so was okay :) then went for FUEL :) then homed at abt 1030pm? bathed and washed my skirt then slept till today morning :)

I HATE PROVING GEOMETRICAL FIGURES AMATHS! HATE IT TO THE CORE!

XOXO; claire <3

turning point in life

2010-01-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

♥ The Turning Point in life ♥

Well, i guess every one of us will have a turning point in life. It's like you suddenly feel that whatever you are doing is for yourself. It only benefits you and no one else. You have the sudden urge to work hard and strive for your goals. As I looked in the drawer filled with precious thoughts, wonderful memories, sad moment, lovely presents, touching letters and the awesome warm fuzzies during church camps. I realized that there is a big difference in the warm fuzzies each year. ( from 2007 to 2009 ). There were some funny ones, some touching ones and some just... spam. Oh oh oh! Like take Natalie for example, i found the warm fuzzy she wrote to me in 2008. Overall it was just a spam letter and now we're like best friends :) Well i guess you can say that the turning point in my life was last year during December. Like about the last day or second last day of 2009? Some stuff just came crashing now but some stuff fitted together. And it's like you finally understand certain stuff. :)

well, anyway, i want to watch the last song, Its like my favourite book ever! It's so touching :)
urgh :/ sec 4 seriously sucks :/
the pressure's on people!

screw you! screw everything! Get a life!

-some things are hard to imagine-

xoxo; Claire <3

No one will ever compare to you♥

2010-01-16T13:53:00.000+08:00

♥ No one will ever compare to you ♥

This week passed really very fast. I mean it's like on monday i was trying to find my school tie and then it's like ZAP and it's Saturday. This shows that time really passes very fast :/ We're getting older and older each day. Sometimes i think of how my future is going to be. What will I be working as? Some noob job? We don't know what is going to happen in the future. All i can say is, that if we want something, we're going have to work for it.

Yesterday, Natalie was chiong-ing geography assignment. AND my geography work nearly got ruined because of Abigail spilling water on my papers -.- thank god it's not ruined :) whew! Then the rest of the day for Natalie and I were just screwed up damn badly :( after school , the uniform groups taught the sec ones marching :) They are fast learners! And i found out interesting stuff. Congrats people!!!! Then had PLC with Miss Tan. OMG, i MAY have to be the commander for GG thinking day in school :/ OMG, i'm so nervous :/ i have low self esteem !!! HELP! okay, anyway, Natalie's mom sent me to Thomson Plaza so I can buy geography workbook. But it was out of stock. Oh, and i met Ryan. As in the RI Ryan. We chatted a bit. I was kinda Random. But i'm not THAT random. LOL. Then i went for mass alone. Talked to Jarvis for a while. Thanks Jarvis! Stayed in the chapel till like about 7+? to pray. not very sure. Did not go for FUEL cause of some reasons. Then i was like super pissed over some stuff.
Then bought dinner before going home. Home sweet home is the best place to be. Ate dinner and received Meiyi's letter which cheered me up a lot :) LOVE YOU MEIYI!

This whole week was really crazy and tiring. I am so tired by the time i get home that i sleep at about 830 or 9? like wth. I have no time to study. Well, maybe not no time but no energy.

sometimes i feel like giving up, i need the strength to carry on.

xoxo; Claire ♡

recollection

2010-01-11T16:49:00.001+08:00

♥ Day where i recollected the past ♥

Yesterday was FUEL's day of recollection. It's where you recollect yourself from the past and you're 100% there in God's present. To me, I felt it was really meaningful. You could actually recollect 2009! The happy moments, the heartbreaks, the retarded days etc etc. It was a whole day affair :) I met Jonathan Tan and Natalie to practise P&W. Then met Gerald for mass. JOEL KOH was supposed to be there too! but he woke up late! nice one-.- Then went to a room for Recollection! After lunch, discussed about the future of FUEL :) awesome meeting :) Then... we went to Krygsman's house for dinner ;) the satay was really fab! Then Gerald, Jonathan, Nicholas, Audrey, Joyce, Frederick, Pearlyn, Damien and I played Indian poker! i'm like in love with that game! It was super funny and fun! Poor Pearlyn, who couldn't scold people ended up having to scold Jeremy as a forfeit. She was like " Jeremy, why are you standing up when everyone is sitting down " LOL! ROFL! Then i was supposed to walk home alone. Then aunty Liz wanted Andrew to walk me home, but Andrew was MIA, so she asked Joel instead. But, in the end, Gerald's mom sent me home :) YAY! Thanks!

Today was the 'O' level results. The feeling of just watching them take their results were... terrifying, i mean, really terrifying. Oh, congrats Louis and Yasmine for their results. awesome results ;) congrats Shawn for the 8 distinctions :) oh, i forgot about Marc and Lionel. Grats guys :) oh, when Marc and Lionel were about to take their results. It was super funny luhh! they were like shaking. typical twin reaction :) thank god they had their girlfriends there ;) hehe. Lionel was so nervous that he couldnt open the envelope and ended up tearing it -.- Marc, was just... the same but no spoilt results ;) Congrats all! :)

OMS, i was really tired today during lesson time la! i Kept falling asleep and worse! I didnt know how to write exploisive ( er, idk how to spell ) compo. The chinese teacher was just as bad. Damn! tmr must do compo -.- wa piang eh. i hate sec 4! bus-ed home :) Had an awesome lunch waiting at home. Thanks mum! kay, gotta go chiong hw :) tata :P

Inside yourself or outside, you never have to change what you see, only the way you see it.
so yeah, i'm trying to change. Just give me a chance will ya?

xoxo; Claire ♠

2010-01-09T18:05:00.005+08:00

went for practise with nat, jer, jon and jarvis until like about 11 pm yesterday.
must practise really hard today!
hope no mistakes made tmr :)
hmm,
tomorrow is day of recollections for FUEL!
oh oh oh
FUEL is 5 years old :) - i think.
haha

yesterday with the meeting with Jarvis, i learnt alot more stuff.
It changed the way of my thinking.

- what am i to you? -
- you are magnificent, eternally, wonderful, glorious. Jesus, no one will ever compare-

xoxo; Claire♥

2010-01-08T13:42:00.001+08:00

There's nothing better than home.well maybe there is but i have not heard of it. Sec One camp = fabulous!
haha! de-brief was postponed to tuesday er.. 3.45pm? yeapp :) campfire last night was awesome. didnt perspire at all so i did not bathe cuz i bathed at home earlier that day at abt 5? :) today was just light games and all. love this camp :) sec ones and i exchanged numbers and msn and all. hope they wont prank call me -.- i also hope that i'll be able to catch up on my work. OMG, i saw the new timetable. monday and tuesday are like triple science day. like wth. gotta go do a ton of hw. tata

oh oh oh, i was laughing in the mike cuz khairi did smthg to wei hong which made me laugh like crap.
lols. and aloy went to put the mike near me -.-

xoxo; claire
- when i see your smile-

2010-01-07T12:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey!
this is the second day for the sec one orientation camp!
i'm using mark's laptop now :) thanks mark!

yesterday was ....fun? exciting? tiring?there were really loads of mixed feelings.the SCs were like scolding the sec ones loads of times...it's really too much la what they did. Haha, i'm the group leader of NOASHAQ! yay-ness :) i made new sec one friends :) haha. anyway, those with me are Wei Hong, the ever ready to help sai kang warrior :), Nabilah and Khairi who loves bullying me :( HAHAH ;D Played games yesterday. Ermm, can say it's sucessful. Night Trust Walk was definitely a success! AWESOME JOB MICHELLE, JIN FENG AND VICTOR :) hmmm, then ended with a debrief. All the sec ones slept in the hall. with a partition of chairs -.- then the SCs had a debrief which ended at about 12.30am?then we went to bathe and all, by the time all of us finished bathing, it was like 130 ++? then i kept changing sleeping positions. Some of the SCs including me slept in the hall on the stage. LOL. then in the end i slept in between Julia and Cherlynn :) haha, omg, Julia and Jane are super retarded la. and i was like trying to sleep but Jane, Julia, Brina and Cherlynn were either just high or they are crazy, they went to observe how the guys sleep and some of the girls -.- like wth. but i just watched them. it was like damn funny la. i think i fell asleep at about 3+? then woke up at about 615? i was like the last SC to wake up. LOL. haha. Thanks guys for waking me up :) hmm, camp so far is okay, the sec ones are getting more used to us and maybe more comfortable- hopefully :) now is the lunch break. so i can use com cause i'm guarding the hall and belongings :) see omg, i'm so awesome:) lol, anyway, KHAIRI!!!! is like peeping-.- haha. hope today and tomorrow will be a sucess ! :) HAHA. anyway, i'm leaving early today. DAMN! i have to leave during the middle of campfire :( so sad -.-

replies to tags :
Geselle : HAHAH;D hope to see you soon bitch :)
Angel : you ***! tell me to message to message you on msn u also nvr give me ur number -.-
Kaitlyn: yupps:)

xoxo; Claire <3

a busy start

2010-01-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

woah, monday and today has been a really WAY hectic day for me. It was really a nice way to start the new school year man! on a rainy day! which makes you sleepy. DAMN! I LOVE OUR NEW CLASS. It's like freaking big luhh! WAY bigger than last year's but the walk from the parade square to our class seems near but it was quite tiring. looks like it's time for me to do some exercise -.- form teacher is the same well, most of them are the same. except chinese, english and social studies. Anyway, i have been staying back with the SC to do some prep work for the sec one orientation camp which is tomorrow! hope it goes really well. Most of the sec 4 SCs and the ex-co have not been eating lunch. i very hungry today!!! haha.

OMG, I LOVE LI MEIYI! HAHAH ;D
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE AH-DORE HER!
BEST TRUSTED AND BELOVED FRIEND EVER! - including nat and jas :)

haha, anyway, i gotta go do MORE prep work for tmr!
oh, SCs, we're meeting at 730 am tmr.
dun be late yeah!
punishment is to clean up after friday!

xoxo; claire

awesome day,

2010-01-02T19:45:00.003+08:00

heh, i just came back from dinner :)
YAY-ness :)

anyway....
here's what happened yesterday and today.

i went to watch Avatar 3D with my parents. It was like so totally awesome luhh but it was touching at the same time. OMG, i heart Na'vi <3. She's the female blue monster. Learnt some stuff from her :) I wanna go watch again :) something funny happened in the cinema. LOL.

then TODAY!!!
met Nathan at J8 at about 11am? then went to find Jeremy's present. Went to action city. There was this chicken that went " gawh gawh " but i thought it was a duck at first cause it was yellow in colour. Wanted to get this for Jeremy but in the end, Nathan got something else for him. LOL. While looking for the present, it was really funny and kinda retarded luhh. Then mrt-ed to City Hall. We thought we were going to be late. But thankfully, we were not. Guess what? Jeremy told us to be on time, but HE was the one who was late 2 minutes. For that, Nathan and I decided to suan him. lol. damn funny but bad luhh. then Cheryl, Ben and Jon came. We wanted to wait for Natalie and Natasha, but in the end we went off first. GUESS WHAT? We couldn't find the hotel at first-.- nice one luhh. HAHAH ;D then when we finally found the place. We waited for the rest to come. Cheryl and I took marsh mellow with chocolate samples :P then Natalie and Natasha came. Urgh, then while eating i had indigestion. so did not eat anymore. then Gerard came. And it was like 4 people went to find him. LOL. Anthony arrived then Dominic and Ian came. talked alot. The guys were just crazy and retarded. They like told me the other pronounciation of a word. like wth. then nathan was just... RETARDED not only Nathan luhh. But some of the guys too - Jon and Dom! except for Ian, Gerard , Jeremy and Anthony, those were the normal ones. The 3 guys made a concoction of soya sauce, tabacco sauce, milk, breadstick, jelly and some other stuff, cant remember. $20 to whoever drinks the whole cup up :P Oh, and Ben was kinda addicted to Gerard so he kept going to wherever Gerard went to. LOL. then he moved to Jeremy :P then took photos and all. then, when it was over, Cheryl and Ben went off for choir practice. Dom, Ian and Jon go dunno where. Then me, Natalie , Natasha,Anthony , Jeremy, Gerard and Nathan went to Raffles city to go ' gai gai ' lol. then walk into a few shops. omg, gerard and jeremy and nathan were like retarded luhh. taking the photos were just LOL. then Gerard tell me to do the hand thing. i felt it was some kind of joke so i didnt do it luhh. Then left with Nathan and Gerard to take bus to church. Fell asleep. Thank God Gerard woke me up. Thanks! then Nathan went home. So the two of us walked to church. He went for his servers and i went to find my parents :) then after mass, i saw Anthony outside. i was like ' u damn dumb lehh, should've come with us just now ' then father Andrew was near by then was like ' ur girlfriend huh dating huh? ' LOL. then we were like no no no LOL. I SAW JASMINE BFF <3 HUGGED HER LIKE MAD LUHH. then went to Prata house for dinner . Yay-ness :)

So this is how my day went. 2 more days till school reopens :/ looking forward to it and somehow not looking forward to it. lol.

oh, before i forget...
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TAN CHONG JOO!

Glad that we're back to being friends now:)

xoxo; Claire

2009-12-31T09:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY NATALIE CLAUDIA WONG JIA YAN!

last night was quite retarded luhh...
i wanted to be the first to wish nat happy birthday..
so i was kinda forcing myself to stay up though i was quite tired cause i have piano at 8.30am:/
finally it was like 12.00am on my hp.
so i sent,
damn!
jeremy beat me to it!
DAMN!
haha.
but while waiting for 12am to come,
i did some stuff....
some birthday present thing
HOPE THE PERSON APPRECIATES IT!!!!
- no teh peng on it please -

well, what i saw...
the pain was worse than ever.
feeling of heartbroken-ness.
what can i do?
nothing.

HAHA!!!
anyway,
i finish all my holiday work :)
WOOHOO!
so tmr is MY LAST DAY TO ENJOY!
AND TMR IS A NEW YEAR!
MEANING = new resolutions!
and i'm sure i have a pretty idea what one of them is!

xoxo; claire

2009-12-28T14:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday was Natalie and Natasha's party. I went there at 1p.m LOL.to pass the time, we chat and watched Natalie SINGLE-HANDEDLY pump air into the balloons. retarded. then JONATHAN TAN, ADAM, JEREMY was late! so we waited for them, and in the end, the party started near 4p.m. wth. then played some games like the ' claire game ' , cherades, pass the spongebob. kinda fun. poor jeremy, who has STM had to do forfeit during the ' claire game '. HAHA. i hated one of the forfeits. AUGUSTINE AND NATASHA you two better watch out man! then makan. MAN! THE FOOD WAS JUST SO AWESOME. i had 3 servings of the pasta. it was really good, nat's mom is a great cook :) then at abt 6/7 most people left. the ones remaining were Mark, Hong Sui, Zai Liang, Adam, Yee Seng, Augustine, Jeremy , Ben and some of natasha's friends. then Andre finally came. i guess he came for the food. OH, AND HE GAVE ME ' ECLAIRS ' AS MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT. AND HE GAVE NATALIE ' NUTELLA WITH HIS OWN WORDS AS WRAPPING' . HOW COOL IS THAT? then we all stayed to watch Singapore Idol. lol. then ben, zailiang, mark and jeremy were all shooting balloons at me! wth. haha. guess what, we broke a glass -.- sorry nat's mom :/ then we decided not to play anymore. camwhore with natalie, then mark, yee seng and hong sui left at 9.30 p.m after singapore idol singing. then i left a few minutes after them. overall, it was kinda a success to me. not sure how nat feels though :)

then today went for some test. I DID WELL :) YAY-NESS. interviewer said i did very well :) then went to salon for my haircut. my hair's kind of shorter now.haiz...
school's repoening soon.. YAY :)

xoxo; claire

christmas 09

2009-12-25T08:40:00.001+08:00

HO HO HO! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

went for family party before going to church..
fantastic :)
then went for midnight mass.
mom and dad went too but i sat with friends.
OMG. guess what?!?!
normally there are like 11 people on one bench,
but for the mass,
there were like ...
18 people...
there was.. Grace, Becky, Gabby, Eunice, Joel,
Anthony, Kevin, Thomas, Natasha,
Augy, Marcus, me, Natalie, Jeremy, Jonathan,
Andre, Jonathan's bro and Damien.
this is like how we sat luhh.
Damien arrived the latest...
so he sat at the side.
halfway through the mass, he couldnt stand the
half seat thing.
so he sat on the floor. LOL.
so throughout the mass, there were loads of bumping.
like wth.
after mass, was like photos and giving out prezzies.
i gave out mine.
OMG the presents they all gave me were awesome.
Thanks Natasha for spoiling the surprise -.-
omg, i can't belief i was so gullible again...
urgh!
it's not that i'm not " very clever ", it's i'm gullible!
haha.
reached home at like near 3 a.m?
then went to sleep at about 4 a.m?
and woke up at 8.30 a.m?
wth luhh.
but i didnt feel tired at 4a.m
but now i do! HA!
oh, i found out that Nathan served midnight mass,
children's mass and going to serve 7 a.m mass.
WTH!
HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
OH, and thanks all for the presents! loved them dearly :)

xoxo; claire

bowling !!!

2009-12-14T20:08:00.001+08:00

When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.

went bowling with cousins and uncle and auntie :)
met Ben at Dhoby Ghaut station purple line platform.
supposed to meet him at 11.20
but he was late!
he arrived at about 1150?
wth.
went to Farell mrt
waited for the rest,
then went to auntie's work place - bowling alley there to bowl.
DAMN FUN luhh!
idk how i bowl until the ball can go backwards one luhh
bowled for about an hour or so :)
then went to eat :)
then went to city square mall
timezone!
like wth, my uncle, Ben and i were like addicted to the bball thing.
we had to get 250.
but we managed to get 231.
like WTH
tried it ALOT of times.
highest score was 231. not bad luhh
then wanted to go to ah-ma house makan and play REAL bball.
but i had tuition.
so i couldnt.
urgh.
I LOVE GOING OUT WITH MY COUSINS :)
and i spent less than 10 bucks today.
spent about 5 dollars in 6 hours?
YAY-ness :)

xoxo; Claire

2009-12-11T21:13:00.001+08:00

instead of giving myself reasons why i can't, i give myself reasons why i can.

PERTH IS AWESOME!
should go there!
saw REAL GOLD ( OMG OMG OMG )
and got this gold coin which carved : merry christmas claire marie, from mom and dad with a reindeer sleigh and x'mas tree.
HOW NICE
spent like REALLY ALOT on me!
haha :)
people there are really nice.
they'll say hi to you on the streets then you'll end up chatting on them
the free CAT service there is...
wow.
the drivers are so friendly and nice.
really awesome.
went to zoo too.
quite small luhh.
shops there close at like 5?
so didnt do much late night shopping.

i shan't go into details.
got really funny things to share though.
haha.
tell some of you the next time :)

nat, for the first time, i'm agreeing with bong ( amazing ). yeapp, he's right, what right does he have to treat you like this? i'll attend ur bday got really nice surprise for you :)

2009-12-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

CONFIRMATION IS OVER! JUST CAME HOME :/
before confirmation, i was super nervous.
my whole body was literally shaking .
the teacher even asked me if i was scared cuz she said that she could feel my whole body shake :/
confirmation by the arch bishop was really fast.
claudia and i were super nervous.
the chrism was very oily and i hated the smell.
Nat loved the smell.
like wth.
kay, anyway...
great job with the song nathan and gerard!
thanks jasmine, marc and kristof for coming- it really meant alot to me :)
thanks Joel, Gabby, Cheryl, Becky, Andrew, Adam , mummy, daddy, auntie judith and all for my confirmation presents :)
i really loved them alot :)
sorry if i did'nt write your name.
OH, i didnt laugh at the archbishop!
and i LOVE , ADORE Andrew's gift.
it was a chilli with the words- happy confirmation :)
loved it. but i love all too　:)
anyway, gerard was like the best male dresser cause of his coat. but he looked like he was gonna get married :/ but he looked good :) thanks for everything bong! - will pass you smthg when i see you the next time.
for the female best dresser, i felt it was Natalie :) cause of her black gloves ? which really rocked. maybe we should all wear gloves for SVDP christmas party :P hehe.
back to the point -
when the whole mass ended, took pictures with isabel, gerard, nat, joel , tarcia, marcus, etc etc etc and many more peeps :)

hmm , then went to canteen to collect my cert :) YAY
oh, then watched Nat and gang play songs. AWESOME!

then next was Gerard and Alex and Ryan. FABULOUS!
Ｌast was Keenan and band. WONDERFUL!
then help to clear up while some people left. then went thomson with nat to eat but we were too tired so we went home.

my mom sent nat home :)
nat da-bao the food left-over from the priest table. lol.
the present i loved the most was from my parents! thanks mummy and daddy :)
LOVE YOU!
haha.

I LOVE ALL CONFIRMANTS OF L9'09 :)
WOOH! L9'09 REALLY MATCHES!
haha.
I LOVE CONFIRMATION DAY!
IT WAS AWESOME!
shall attend jeremy bro's confirmation next year :)
OH, I WROTE FIN ALL EOYLs, some of you may be getting ur's soon :)

natalie, it's alrite. he's just an f-ing bastard who doesnt know how to appreciate you.
its his lost.
cheer up kay?

thanks bong for everything you've done:)
thanks jeremy bro for the support :)

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

2009-12-05T11:24:00.000+08:00

why would you feel that way?
i really want to guys there at my confirmation.
i have never said i don't want you guys there.
what made you think that way?
I WANT YOU THERE!

anyway,
later is confirmation!
i'm super nervous.
i've been having butterflies ever since yesterday!
i scared i laugh at Nicholas Chia!
His hat very cute !!!
hehehe :)
i''m just super nervous

movie marathon!

2009-12-04T09:22:00.000+08:00

heyy !
yesterday, i went out with church clique for movie marathon. We were supposed to meet at 12. In the end, my mom fetched Nat and Sha from their house then came to pick me up before sending us to J8. AWESOME is'nt she? Hmm, then Sha met her friends so she P.S-ed Nat and I. So Nat and I walked around aimlessly then i went to coffee bean to buy coffee :) So we sat down there and chat about alot of things and laughed at some. And i told her about the dream i had which was during Nat's B'day party :/ and another one was that Ian was going to ask Sha for stead during the New Moon show. HAHAH ;D Anyway, Claudia overslept, so Augy waited for her while we got our free popcorn:) so we went in first. twilight - awesome. new moon - awesome AND FUNNY. i hated the ending -.- and during the movie break , while everyone else got popcorn, Sha and I saw something :P HAHAH ;D and and and, cuz we get free flow of popcorn, during the movie, they emptied 4 boxes of popcorn into 2 plastic bags b4 getting more popcorn. during the movie,Sha kept throwing popcorn on me. and they somehow stuck on my shirt. like wth luhh!then when the movie ended, the whole floor was filled with popcorn. LOL. i felt damn bad for the cleaner who had to clean it up. BUT there was more on Nat's side cause she spilt one box of popcorn. LOL. anyway, we were all too full to eat dinner. and Nat and Dom brought home 1 plastic bag of popcorn each and Nat was holding another box on her hands, wth. then met parents to buy my mom her new hp. :) so now i'm helping her do the settings and stuff. hehe. i wan a new phone!!!

yesterday i told myself to forget about it,
u told me to forget what has happened in the past.
thing is, i'm unable to forget how i hurt u so badly.
u dun seem to accept my apology.
well, what can i do about it?
nothing.
at that time, i wished that someone was here right now.
to tell me how horrible i am.
i can't seem to forget the past easily. oh well.

OMG! we're getting confirmed tmr! i'm super nervous.
i'm having butterflies already!!! ARGH!

2009-12-02T16:35:00.001+08:00

Heyy! I just came home from PI !!! I felt that it went really well :) hmm, i'm suddenly in love with my classical guitar though i sometimes hate it... Cause its a really old guitar, so it goes out of tune real quick and it irritates the hell out of me! and the strings are really old.. so i'm gonna change the strings any time soon >.< hope the sound will sound better after changing the strings. but the thing is i forgot how to change them -.- so i'm gonna need some help... AHHH! tomorrow i'm going out with church clique! and maybe clarence too! HAHAH ;D anyway, Confi is like in 3 days? OMG! i'm super nervous but kinda happy. but i'll get butterflies in my tummy before i get confirmed and my legs will start to shake and my teeth will clatter not because of the cold but of the excitement and ' scared feeling' :/

JEREMY! YOU GOOD LUHH! GO SAN FRANSISCO DITCH ALL OF US DURING CONFIRMATION! but i don't really care about this. MY POINT IS THAT!!! I CAN'T FIND ANYONE TO TAKE OVER HIS TICKET! LIKE WTH. WHILE HE'S ENJOYING, I'M DOWN HERE RACKING MY BRAINS TO THINK OF SOMEONE SUITABLE!

oh, my cousin asked me to go to Bintam with them on 10-11 dec. but sadly, i'm in perth so i can't join them :( and her exact message was smthg like : would you like to join us in BINTAM WHICH IS IN INDONESIA! HA! yay, i won't get tricked by those Bintam loving fools :)

2009-12-01T18:22:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Orchard. I went for lunch with Juvelia, Calista, Tricia and Jonathan Lee, we went to popular first and waited for calista. As usual, she was the latest -.- we waited for her like 45 mins？Went to KFC to eat lunch. Then CHIONG all the way to Summerset.
then once we arrived, we ran all the way to Cathay cinema cuz we were really late. The show starts at 2.10 and by the time we arrived to buy the tickets, it was like 2.25? and the cashier was really slow luhh. like wth. then from 4th floor, we ran all the way up to 6th floor. damn tiring luhh.then got our 3D googles :) oh, we watched ‘ A christmas carol 3D ' was nice, and scary for me cause it was 3D and when the character appeared in frontof me, i was like super scared and i kept holding on to Tricia. LOL
then after the movie, we decided to go to Orchard Central. So we walk walk walk then realised we were going the wrong way-.- and we saw Jeanette Aw, she was damn tall and damn slim and damn pretty luhh. Then when we finally reached Orchard Central, went up the long escalator, then the 2 PEOPLE WHO HAD NOTHING BETTER TO DO WHO WERE IN FRONT OF US!!! played catching-.- we went up the escalator first.. then suddenly, Calista and Juvelia RAN into the lift. Tricia, Jon and I waited for another lift and stupidly went after them-.- Because we did'nt know what level they were going to, we stopped at every level. When we saw their lift going all the way to level 10, we went. then suddeny their lift went all the way down. so while our lift was at level 10, their lift was at level 2/3!
like wth luhh. so i went to press level 3. then when we arrived at level 3, their lifts were at level 7?WTH! in the end, we saw them running out of the lift at level 3 while we were at level 8! so we went to level 3 and tried to find them. Tricia and I ended up being motion sick-.- then i remembered they wanted to go to this bookstore. so we went to find the bookstore.
FOUND THEM
i was super pissed luhh, then walked around for a while. bought ear rings again- everytime i go out with them, i end up buying ear rings -.- then went to mrt, chased tricia into marina bay line when we were supposed to go to north east/south line.. brought us to Dhoby Ghaut and NOT Toa Payoh -.- then on the way back to Sommerset, i felt damn tired so i decided not to meet them at Toa Payoh and went home.
HAHAH ;D It was really fun! It has been a long time since i went out with them and i really miss going out with them! Can't wait to go out with sisters again with Jon and maybe Le Chen included? Le Chen pang sei Jon luhh!

CRAP! i don't have Confi shoes!!!!! WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!?! HELP!!!!!!
going out with church clique on Thurs, hope i enjoy movie marathon :)
oh, clarence may be going as we got extra ticket and that ticket is his birthday present :)
hope he can make it :)
HAHAH ;D okkay, thats all.
TATA

oh oh oh, NATALIE BESTFRIEND, CHEER UP!
i promise you it'll be alrite :)
so stop sulking and smile :)
you know you've got me yeah?
love you loads :)

2009-11-30T15:08:00.005+08:00

looking at gerard's blog...
i'm kinda like laughing to myself.
cuz i finally got the jam thing..
( and i stupidly went to say peanut butter with jam is nice =.= )
AND BINTAM is in INDONESIA NOT INDIA
so dom, ian, jon, bong, nathan STOP bluffing me to prove how slow i am...
I KNOW how slow i am!!!
talking to jeremy on msn now!
I MISS MY BRO!!!
he's in san fransisco
AND I"M PISSED WITH MY MOM
cuz she's checking my cubboard
CUZ SHE LOST HER JACKET AND THINKS I TOOK IT.
WTH

and we dunno who to choose to take over jeremy's ticket
thanks alot jeremy and jon for giving us so much of trouble.
we would have asked Bong.
but he's going to Bintam
serena already watched the movie. nice crap la

went to grandma house to celebrate Eugene bday :)
HAPPY BELATED

BDAY EUGENE :)

LOVE YA !!!
then our uncle taught us the Bing Bong game ?
lol
then went to play ping pong
and ate ice cream!
i ate like 3 cakes? 2 ice creams?
i'm gonna grow like SUPER FAT?

and i'm SUPER SUPER SUPER NERVOUS ABOUT CONFI!!!
DAMN SCARED IN A WAY
CUZ ITS LIKE 1 PERSON AT A TIME!
WITH EVERYONE STARING AT YOU!
ARGH!
SUPER NERVOUS!
AND I SCARED that like when i walk,
my shoe like comes out.
that will be super embarassing
and i bet the first one laughing to death is either dom or bong?
idk....

oh oh oh,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY

SUPER SUPER SUPER

SUPER SUPER SUPER

SUPER SUPER SUPER

SUPER GREAT AND

AWESOME FRIEND :

CLARENCE !!!!!!! :D

i finally got over it!
i'm proud of myself:)
woohoo!
there's no point in dwelling in the past when
you know that tomorrow's gonna be more awesome than before!
WOOHOO!

2009-11-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

heh!
i just came home :)
went to church for confirmation practice,
YAY！
confirmation is next week.
WOOHOO
hehe :)
after years of preparation.
then went ice-kimo
then went to Jon's house
wa piang.
got a husky there luhh :/
but his neighbour's dog was damn freaking cute.!
i want that dog!
then mass with Nat, Ian, Dom, Jon
then went dinner with parents :)
then went to see Dom, Ian, Nat, Jon, Jolene, Gerard, Nathan, Alexander and Sean jam.
gloria, sam, sherye was also there too
so total there 14 people in one room?
lol.
haha!
they practised and all.
quite good :）
then jolene, sam, gloria and sherye left.
left 10 people.
then sean's dad and sis came.
sean's sis is pretty luhh.
then Nat, Dom, Ian, Jon , Nathan ,Gerard and i went for supper at retro cafe
they bully me again=.=
wth...
then my AEWSOME mom sent gerard and nathan home .
see she so good.
and nice 'feedback' ahh gerard!
nathan's house damn cool luhh.
it's like underground.
like FBI agent working underground.
then got a staircase leading down to his house:)
ahhh!!!
their houses damn nice :)
love it!
haha!
tata people!

2009-11-28T09:20:00.000+08:00

OMG!
JEREMY CHUA!!!! SPILT TEH PENG ON MY EOYL ENVELOPE!!!! >.<
WA PIANG EH!
anyway,
i've finish writing some EOYLs,
some may be getting yours soon :)
i'm debating whether to write EOYL to....
hehe:)
i'll see how.
jonathan is such a !!!
he was supposed to go with us for movie marathon on 3rd dec.
but he realised he was going to be at bintam -.-
and since jeremy may not be able to make it,
he wanted to give it to gerard.
but now gerard AND jonathan AND jeremy can't go...
we asking natasha and ...? maybe my BFF?
idk....
yesterday was FUEL.
then Natalie told me stuff:P
oh, i gave her EOYL yesterday too :)
then i very scared cuz i first time cough until very jia lat.
so maybe going to see doctor today...
hope no eed jab.
cuz cheryl and natalie said it was pain.
and i dunno how good is my "pain resistance '
LOL
today is also
confirmation rehearsal...
hope it goes well.
HOPE THAT IT IS ACCORDING TO CONFIRMATION NAME!!!
CUZ MY CONFI NAME IS CLAIRE MARIE.
NATALIE'S IS CLAUDIA.
SO MAYBE CAN SIT TOGETHER :)
i seriously hope is not sit by class...
oh well,
i know later :)
tata !!!

2009-11-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

had a rather difficult time sleeping
maybe its cuz i didnt take medicine.
slept at like 12 ++
but lie on bed at like 10 +
LOL
can't wait for next thursday ;D

2009-11-25T16:54:00.003+08:00

when i see you smile, its like a dream come true...

I went to school for SC meeting.
sec one orientation ....
hmm,
then met Ian, Dom, Jon, Jeremy, Nat, Tasha, Augy and Claudia ( Ooohh Ooohh Ooohh :P )
HAHAH ;D
then went to buy movie marathon tickets,
WHOA!
bought 9 tickets and cost a total of errr..
24 x 9 which = to 216?
then when the tickets came out of the machine
it was super long luhh
then Jeremy and I were like...
WAA....
LOL
then went to cafe Cartel to eat...
saw smthg i shouldnt >.<
i won't say what it is...
( jeremy, Tasha and Nat ... i told you guys le... )
then then then
after eating,
they had an ice fight.
wth...
Damn funny luhh
then i think the manager walk past us.
but it was damn freaking obvious that she was OBVIOUSLY checking on us...
cuz we were outside...
the ONLY table outside...
and i Swore ii saw her walking from inside then walking around us before walking inside.
and she had her eyes on us.
but thankfully,
we were counting money. lol

DEDICATED TO JEREMY LEON MICHAEL CHUA XIAN HUI... ( did i get it right? )
hey bro,
you know i'll support you in whatever decision you make...
listen to yourself and don't get swayed by.... ;D
just think carefully though...
SF is a anytime thing,
but C is like once in a ilfetime thing.
so think wisely yeah ? :D

i dunno why...

i was looking out for you...

i really have no idea why...

someone, please tell me...

is the feeling of ...

coming back again?

lets hope not....

PRAY its not what it seems....

i miss your smile...

i miss your voice...

thats what it's all about...

2009-11-23T10:38:00.003+08:00

OMG, i can't belief i'm seriously missing OBS and all the people there!
when Diana and I keep counting down how many days left to go home!
HAHAH ;D
anyway, a lot of things happened this year :/
maybe Natalie and Jasmine will know what i mean :/
i mean ,
looking back at it,
it was really stupid and dumb at what we did.
the silent conversations, the text messaging to ___ and ____ ( Nat and Jas u guys get it rite ? )
OMG, the silent conversations were the funniest,
when Nat replayed the whole thing for me,
i found it rather stupid and dumb,
but we had a really great laugh about it :)
LOL.
thinking back how i asked friends for advice was really... WOW.
i mean, they are there for you.
but i realised that my parents has always been there for me and i've just been too blind to see it.
i mean ,
though we have our problems but we're a family and we're all in this together :)

yea, i used to like someone,
yea. that someone knew i liked him,
because of his friend.
and guess what?
it did not do me any good,
it only ruined our friendship.
he ignored me and treated me as if i was invisible.
but guess what, i'm used to being treated like that.
before i fell for you,
i had a really rough time.
that was during my birthday.
in church, during FUEL- the screening for facing the giants.
yea, i cried.
that someone was there for me.
i only treated that someone as a friend back then.
when i cried at night,
the first person i would think to call was that someone.
and he was only a friend,
why did i want that someone to be there for me?
because i knew he was my friend
and friends don't leave friends in need no matter what.
that someone and my stitch was there for me.
i was grateful.
when i realised how much i like that someone.
i prayed that i would not like that someone,
as i knew that someone already like another someone.
that someone loved that someone too much.
when that someone found out because his best friend told him.
i thought that we would still talk normally and such,
because i knew how much that someone liked another someone.
i just wanted to remain as friends
but i was wrong,
i was disappointed by the way you handled it.
by ignoring me and such.
well, after this,
a lot more problems came up .
there were days where i cried myself to sleep.
there were days where i hoped i could hear your voice as a source of comfort( as a friend ).
but i knew if i were to call you,
you would never answer.
there was nothing else i could do.
except cry.
i kept thinking :
you said you'll be there for me.
but where are you?
i just wanted us to be friends.
is that wrong.
but you kept ignoring and avoiding me.
you were not there during my darkest hour.
all i had to do was to pretend Stitchie was that someone
and cry to Stitchie
yea.
that's what i did.
even more problems came up
and i knew i could never take it.
there was once 5 problems came up in one shot.
lucky i talked to you.
the problem had reduced lightly by then.
so i guess we're okay.
i learnt a really valuable lesson from this.
if you like someone, keep it to yourself.
you have every right to worry.
why should you let the person know when all you is that it will end up ruining your friendship?
keeping it to yourself is never stupid.
i would rather waste time and think how the other person feels about you.
i would rather live a life of lies and fantasy then to hear the truth,
oh well.
thank god i have natalie there :)
i guess if that someone reads this,
that someone may know who i'm referring to.
i just have a lot of things to say to that someone,
i wonder when i will be able to say it.
maybe i'll never have a chance to say it.
who knows?

looking back, it was really stupid of me
i guess that's how we learn from our mistakes then :)

2009-11-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

heyy!
if u wanna see pics from obs, go to diana's blog.. but i'll upload some ASAP with me and the guys :)
OMG, i miss Chin Wee, Alim, Jeryl , Ben and all!
Chin Wee cuz i miss how we were washing the pots and mesh tins together using soil till our backs hurt
LOL
i miss Alim and Jeryl cuz they would sing to me when i'm tired ( during land ex ) then i wont be tired anymore. LOL.
and and and
Alim is really nice....
There's Ben too!
cuz i mis his ' chi bong " he will like say ' chi bong '
day and night
cuz the rules were no vulgarities allowed ;D
then if i'm not wrong when he heard this rule. he was like ...
CHI..... BONG
so for the past 5 days he's been saying it. LOL
and i'm kinda not used to hearing it. LOL

oh, wish Diana a safe trip back to Phillipines yeah :)
ENJOY UR PLANE RIDE AND PHILLIPINES:)

OH OH OH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA ( from OBS )

2009-11-20T17:46:00.001+08:00

heyy!
i'm finally back from my church camp AND obs! :)
i shall start with church camp:

went to church at like 1 on friday?
then do stuff
blah blah blah...
homed.
made new frens ; marcus etc etc
in short! It WAS AWESOME!

OBS

monday ( 16 nov )

went to school at 7.30 am
then took school bus to punggol jetty,
and the bus driver got lost =.=
when we arrived there, we were split into our different watches
mine was called LIVINGSTONE
trainer was JASMINE ( my bestie name :) )
some was from Whitley and some were from Yuhua.
group members :
from whitley : glenn, Aloysius, Clarence , Dillon , Diana and ME
from Yuhua : Alim, Ben, Chin Wee, Amajeet, Ginna, Siying, Ivy , Jeryl, Adrain and Houghan.
yeapp, that's all of them,
first day we did was getting to know each other and getting to know the store more
hmm, then ha capsize drill !!!
OMG!
i was super scared luhh( for those who know about my fear )
had to jump into the water first,
i went last.
THANK YOU ALOY for jumping into the water to give me some encouragement and confidence
THANKS DILLON, CLARENCE, WAI JIE, KIONG KENG FOR GIVING ME ENCOURAGEMENT AND STRENGTH TO JUMP IN!
I LOVE YOU GUYS :)
when it was time for capsize,
i went with Dillon and Clarence in a tri-yak
so we went
i was super scared
i stopped them like 2 times
on the 3rd time, they heck care me and just capsize me=.=
thanks clarence and dillon for pulling me out.

TUESDAY ( 17 nov )

high elements!
played some trusting games
where we had to stand on a platform and lean backwards into a ground sheet which was held by the teammates
I WAS LIGHT! HAHAH ;D
then was the log thing with diana
OMG, was super hard luhh!
damn tiring,
Aloy and Jeryl were like WOAH!
then packed for land ex
then camped at a jungle with no proper toilets =.=
pitched tent and all

WED ( 18 nov )

land ex =.=
MISSION FAILED!
but we didnt give up and we perservered till the end:)
then went to camp 1:)
had a feast!
was super yummy food
poor aloy was disappointed cuz he thought we were going survival hunting=.=
slept in tents
oh, and i lost my specs so i'm kinda blind now- espescially at night.
thank god i'm wearing my spare specs now.
but i'm not used to it yet:(

THURSDAY (19 nov )

sea ex!
started kayaking since 7 till abt 2 + to camp 2
we started later then expected but ended earlier then expected!
OVERALL IT WAS A SUCESS!
the expedition was lead by Aloy (starburt ) , Nashrul (navigator ) , another malay guy ( port) and Glenn( sweeper )
HAHAH :D
kayaked with Dillon and Ivy
was kinda scared
but i trusted Dillon and Ivy :)
so we didnt capsize
and and and if u wanna pee, u have to pee in the water =.=
damn funny luhh
i held in my pee from 7 till 3/4 + WTF
talked with joshua and diana
laugh laugh laugh.

FRIDAY ( 20 nov )
i hate goodbyes
its kinda hard to break away from ur watch which u stayed with for 5 days
got souveniors and all.
then bused to punggol mrt
mrted to bishan
homes at 4 +

I LOVED IT!
poor nat who couldnt go cuz OBS didnt allow her to go cuz she was sick
no worries, i'll see her in fuel later :)

my legs full of mozzie bites :(
ITCHY ITHCY SCRATCHY SCRATCHY :(

2009-11-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!
I'm like in a rush and i'm still on the internet!
i haven even started packing for con 3 camp yet.
well actually i did last night but i was too tired and just fell asleep
so i did not pack it
yeah...
my mom's gonna pick Natalie up from her house then send us to church.
SEE?
my mom so good right?
talked to Natalie till like 10+
she was on msn
and Dom, Ian and Jon all haven packed yet.
so nat and I were like telling them to pack luhh
I think Ian called Nat his MOM
LOL
i don't know why
but for this camp
i'm kinda nervous in a way.
maybe it's because i'm not well prepared and stuff
and i don't know if i should bring spare phone and sleeping bag
the sleeping back like very extra lehh
after talking to Nat,
i decided to bring...
LOL
then texted Cherry and all
they said they'll miss me.
then after con 3 camp
i needa go chiong pack for OBS
cause it's the next day and i have to be in school at like 7.30 am?
i guess i'll be super tired..
oh well.
hopefully i'll enjoy con 3 camp more than OBS.
LOL
anyway,
last wed had softball,
and i got hit by the damn softball ( the real one )
7 times in 7 different places =.=
but Calista got hit on the head but that was only once.
i guess i'm lucky in a way.
LOL
okkay,
i gotta go START packing now..
gonna pick natalie up at about 1145.
meeting up with Dom, Ian , Jeremy and Jon to talk crap i guess.
HAHA!
bye bye.
i'll try to blog on Monday if i got the time :)
BYEEEE !!!

xoxo; claire

2009-11-12T19:29:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG
tomorrow is con 3 camp!!!
kinda not looking forward to it now :/

2009-11-12T10:20:00.001+08:00

went out to plaza sing then orchard then lor chuan then j8
dinnered at j8
i'll have my revenge u -____ !!!

2009-11-10T21:26:00.001+08:00

i'm officially addicted to " Best Days Of your life" by Kellie Pickler
and it's been on jeremy's blog since mid year?
LOL
HAHA
tomorrow going out with BFF :)

2009-11-10T09:02:00.000+08:00

HAHA!
guess what?
i cleaned my room!!!
but i messed it up again
so i guess there's really no point in me clearing up my junk :)
talked to bro yesterday
lol
hmm,
maybe going out with jeremy, ian, dom, jon and nat to watch movie on wed/thurs
see how bahh :)
then its con 3 camp
then... OBS!!!!
YAY!!!!
can't wait

2009-11-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

the clear weather after the rain
is magical as if it's destiny
wish for a miracle
the future will be brushed with happiness
i have a proud expression
because you dote upon me as if i'm a superstar
from this moment
you have given love the spirit of happiness
a shout for love
is a decision to risk everything
you not only have given me encouragement
but love has also slowly taken over
my heart
inhale the courage of love
feel the confirmation of love
it's all because i have you
i stand on tiptoes to kiss you
hurry and grasp my hand
love is sweet
love depends over two hearts

2009-11-09T08:38:00.000+08:00

okkay,
i was talking to jeremy for like 2 hrs last night
hey bro,
thanks for trusting me with ur problems
glad i could help :)
and thanks for listening to my problems too and keep them a secret yeah?
(p.s not even natalie knows hor! )
yeah,
and thanks for listening to my crap and all yesterday
and sorry for saying things about YOUR ___ :P
haha!
sorry for threatening you with the insomnia crap la
damn funny la
i have many stories that i have to keep secret
hope i won't blurt them out when i'm high
LOL
haha ;D
hmm,
oh oh oh!!!
i'm gonna clean my room today!
I MUST AND I WILL AND I CAN!!! :D

2009-11-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

okkay,
i'm now currently at grandma house :)
hmm,
my dad is looking through the old albums
and i saw a picture of my cousins and i
it was during christmas when i was like 4/5?
haha...
we were carolling in front of the whole family.
LOL.
then i remembered i danced with my uncle
those slow dances.
lol
how time flies :)
i wish i could go back and have that amount of fun and have the least worries
but sometimes i don't as if i did, i wouldnt have met you.
you showed me how to move on.
to look forward in life.
taught me homework,
i'm grateful to you for all these
but i guess my hopes are still kinda high. IDK?
lol
so 15 discriptions of people and guess which number you are. ( i'm copying jasmine :p )

1. you're my best friend for 5 years and you treat my house like your second home.
2. you love singing and playing the guitar but most of all, you love someone starting with a D . ( this is damn obvious la)
3. you're a chic and you love dancing.
4. you LOVE diamonds ( like me )
5. you love spending time with your family on saturdays and sundays.
6. you love cheerleading ALOT and you dedicate your time to cheerleading practice.
7. you love singing and you love bullying me with nathan ( this is obvious too )
8. you laugh until you can drop unto the floor.
9. you love Mozart to death.
10. you absolutely love PARIS and FRENCH.
11. you love gym.
12. you love sky blue.
13. you love photography.
14. you love wearing high heels all the time.
15. you have more than 30 pairs of earings and necklaces. ( obvious )

2009-11-07T20:15:00.001+08:00

okkay,
first aid course is FINALLY OVER!!! :)
no more waking up at 6 to get ready to go to plaza Sing

well, yesterday,
i had some difficulty blowing into the dummy's mouth
and and and
the trainer did'nt scold as much as she did on wed :)

then went to O'rlandos to see Nat jamming with Dom, Ian and Jon
then dinner at smthg cafe
my dinner cost like $4 :)
cheapest meal so far :)
then went to church
to write out breaking of the word with Nat,
quite hard
the FUEL started
saw Kevin Mummy :)
i was Damn nervous
then after it,
i WHEW!!!!
hmm, more than 20 ppl turned up la
even Dom and Ian was there and some new ppl :)
the fire to keep FUEL going is getting stronger :)
and it was Gabby's birthday :):):):):)
Audrey called Gabby and we all sang her a birthday song :)
FUEL ended quite early like abt 940.
but cuz of announcements and all.
so by the time it ended was abt 10 + la

and today,
I HAD NO PROBLEM DOING CPR ON A DUMMY:)
DAMN HAPPY.
then after CPR test,
bandage test
done done done,
I PASSED !!!! :)
i can help others
CHIONG to church
then played with Jeremy's ipod
while teacher was showing the video on Saint Anthony =.=
then class end
waited for dom then
went for mass with Natalie, Dom, Ian and Jon
saw bong...

AND AND AND
i spent more than like $100 bucks in 3 days according to my mom =.=
DAMN!

tmr going back to dentist to get retainers fixed:)
then got Con 3 camp next week:)
then OBS :) :) :) :)
can't wait :)

you make mistakes in your life.
some can be corrected but some can't.
i guess i learnt my lesson after this experience.

so what if i'm short?
so what if i'm dumb?
so what if i'm the loser?
so what if i'm friendless?
so what if you think i'm dumb?
so what if you think i'm short?
so what if you think i'm easy to bully?
those that you said and done,
can' be undone
but, do you think i care?
well, maybe i do.
maybe you've already hurt me deep enough,
maybe you've done enough damage to me,
maybe i'm already hurt enough
but does that mean you have to rub it in?
is hurting me your job?
is hurting me enough to keep you happy?
well, congrats
you did your job well.
do you want a bonus?

2009-11-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

OMG,
i'm super tired la,
woke up at 6 so that can leave house at 7.15 -.-
then rain la
then arrived at dhoby at like 740
waited for wan qi then went mac for milo:)
then went to meet others at cafe cartel
today's first aid lesson was super dry, boring and i nearly fell asleep
AND AND AND
the trainer was just so KB la!
she keep aiming Wan Qi, Nika and i la
we also not doing anything except listening to her la!
urgh!
i spent ALOT money on food today la
anyway,
we all had to do CPR on dummies
OMG, that was so dumb la
i had to blow into the dummy's mouth la but got the plastic protector
then i talk back to the trainer cuz i buey dah han le
then she scold me.
AH F!!!!
she call one by one la
then must wait for her approval la!
URGH!!!!
so pissed with her
the when we left
rained again
dunno rain how many times la
then some ling yu lor
then we all wet la
then had dinner at plaza sing the Carl's Jnr with Wan Qi, Zi Xuan and Su Wen
yummy:)
then came home
and FINALLY,
I WATCHED FINISHED THE TAIWAN DVD LE!
ALL 11 DISC :)
I LOVE THAT SHOW LA
THANK GOD ITS A DVD
I CAN BORROW FROM MY AUNT AGAIN :)
YAY
YAY
YAY

oh oh oh
i realised everytime we leave that building will rain la
and and and
the receptionist also very KB

URGH!
tmr going church
meeting nat at like abt 630?
tonite needa study for first aid so tmr no need rush:)

2009-11-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

omg,
i'm seriously obsessed with the " guang yin de gu shi "
the show!
i got the disc! lol
anyway tmr going out with jasmine and maybe kristof with his girlfriend
lols.
i'm kinda in love with ths ong " love drunk" by boys like girls
HAHA!
Omg,
i wanna say a big THANK YOU TO MY DEAREST NATALIE WONG JIAYAN! :)
THANKS FOR HELPING ME TUNE MY GUITAR!
LOL
anyway i went to Nat's house today
then Dom punk'd her
it made Nat damn nervous
and Tasha was like playing masak masak
she was like pretending to cook plastic food on her mini toy stove
and she has this princess phone -.-
then i pretended to enjoy the plastic food =.=
LOL
then she went for hockey practice
then ate at Nat's house
OMG, the maid cook the fried bee hoon SUPER NICE AND YUMMY LUHH
hmm,
then came home. played abit of guitar
then watch the DVD from like 7-9?
LOL
anyway, gtg le.. bye bye

xoxo; claire

2009-11-02T10:13:00.002+08:00

i know u think i'm easy to bully!

ok la!

i admit

i know i get bullied easily!

then u dun bully me!

think its fun har!

then u know how i feel?!?!

every time say this n that!

short than short luhh!

wan be so tall for what?

bang head on ceiling har?

u think i wan people to bully me mehh?

u know how i feel when people say me?

2009-11-02T10:01:00.000+08:00

argh!!!!
the guitar is like driving me mad!
its like out of tune! ARGH!
n its just driving me insane
urgh!!!!

2009-11-01T07:12:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!!!!

OMG,

SCHOOL IS LIKE ... OVER!!!!

sian,

anyway friday was DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN AND IRRITATING AT THE SAME TIME!

wanted to go AMK with Jasmine

in the end went J8 with Jasmine and Wan Qi

then met Kristof at long john

wa piang,

he damn irritating luhh

Wan Qi was SUPER pissed off with him

lol

we walked around cuz we wanted to see how Aj looked like

the 3 of us pretended we did not know him

lol

in the end went to sky garden to meet his

" GIRLFRIEND "

from KCPS

by the name of AJ

she was from MSC!!!

so she was jasmine and my junior!!!

YAY

Kristof damn bad

call her the name very bad

in the end

me and wan qi left

jasmine stayed with Kristof

so there were like 6 girls surrounding him?

lol?

me and Wan Qi met Mrs Lye at J8

then when i told her about Kristof,

her eyes widened

DAMN funny luhh

then cuz too early to meet Kiong Keng

we went back to sky garden

then talk talk talk talk then

ALL of us including Kristof and Jasmine

came with us to orchard

when we reached orchard,

we cabbed to YOG

the batch were worse than the last one

then after YOG facilitating,

we tok 111

Jasmine and Kristof alighted at orchard

Wan Qi and I went to Plaza Sing to makan

We bought the fried mars balls at basement

before going food court to eat

then eat fin in like 30 min:/?

then go top level to look at stuff

then chiong back to Bishan

mom picked me up cuz was raining heavily

then decided not to meet FUELers cause

raining too heavily and was super tired

guess what?

i went home,

bathed,

and slept at like 730?

woke up the next morning at like?

530/6 am?

i had nothing to do luhh

so i went into study room to watch the Tai Wan

show

I'm like addicted to it luhh

it teaches us about life, history and stuff

ITS super nice!

cant wait for 5th nov:)

FIRST AID!

YAY!

i realized i cant go for last cat class next week:(

cuz i got first aid test:)

okkay,

BYE BYE

xoxo, ClaireMarieGohJieLin

2009-10-29T15:06:00.003+08:00

hmm, anyway...

today went school

jasmine waited for me:)

guess what?

she came my house 3rd time this week.

she may be coming again tomorrow:)

i said hi in the morning to like more than 10 people

and only like 10 said hi back-.-

then stayed in class for geography .

El in library

maths till school end from about

like 940-12?

played guitar

then jasmine go my house

go park/playground ( whatever you wanna call it)

was kinda touched by something though

played badminton with some guy who was waiting for his friend

LOL

then came back my house to rest till jasmine's dad came to pick her up

then jasmine was like drilling me with ALOT ALOT ALoT of questions

LOL

then i went to bathe while idk what she do in my room

then i came back

then i thought i heard something she said from outside

so i went in and started pinching her!

LOL

she was like laughing at some joke with dunno who on the phone.

LOL

2009-10-29T15:04:00.001+08:00

regretting now :/

2009-10-28T16:25:00.002+08:00

oh yeah

played softball today with NYAA-iians

the ground was super wet luhh and gross

and it stinked luhh

WOOHOOO!!!!

my group had 8 home runs!

WOOHOOOO!!!!

GO TEAM!

lols

jasmine also played,

extra jasmine:P

lols

then stayed in canteen play guitar for a while after recess

then play play play till school end LOL

hmm,

then waited for jasmine for a while then

went home

walked through cat high route with chris

nikko thought she lost her wallet

but it was with pravin

idk how and why.

i'll ask her tmr.

lol

tmr is the second last day of school!

i wanna go out watch movie!

or do smthg wild!

i wanna go bungee jumping!

who wan go?!?!

lols.

next softball on wed 8am :)

bye bye

~xoxo: i diss you ~

2009-10-26T14:35:00.001+08:00

hello

jasmine BFF is now at my house

LOL

we're jus so obsessed with ourselves

LOL

2009-10-25T18:49:00.003+08:00

today was kinda annoying for me cuz i just got my retainers today

yeahh

it feels weird to have like 2 plastic things in your mouth

and i kinda felt like puking though

but i didnt:)

yesterday was a day with mary at church

OMG,

i was bored to death

thank god for the youth room to be open

at first was ben's bro, grace and 3 others.

then they left to Jarvis office to study for their o levels

then left with Ben Bryne, kim , alex, matt

they said rosary while i slept

cuz i was damn tired:/

then went for cat class

then homed

2009-10-24T20:20:00.002+08:00

haha!

hmm.

yesterday was rosary at cheryl's house

OMG!

there's a dog there!!!

what u expect? :)

LOL

then today had day of mary thing luhh

saw bong and nathan

then after the 1030 mass,

my mom told me she didnt know nathan was that skinny

LOL

then stayed in youth room till like 345?

then go for cat class

then watch some show luhh

then go TP makan

thats all

i'm super bored with no one to talk to.

oh ya,

if u guys msg e,

i may not reply using my number,

i may use another number to reply

sry >.<

2009-10-24T08:29:00.001+08:00

hellooo!!!

its like 830 am

i jus woke up

cuz mom left for church for the day of mary thing

i'm going later

cuz i was removing my nail polish at the same time

and leaving after i bathe

LOL

so i think i gtg now

so bye:)

2009-10-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!

I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS THIS TERM!

INCLUDING PHYSICS!

I'M SUPER SUPER HAPPY LUHH!!!

YAY

2009-10-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

aha!

today was fun?

slack luhh

like no exams quite boring

talked to diana, nat, yung hua, sunny

damn funny la

anyway tmr is softball day for NYAA ppl:)

hope i dun get hurt:P

oh yeahh oh yeahh.

i'm learning first aid during hols

YAY

then i can treat myself when i get hurt

LOL

2009-10-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

aha

today and tmr

no teachers will be taking our class:/

cuz they got invigilation or smthg i think:/

2009-10-20T18:36:00.002+08:00

OMG

TODAY WAS THE LAST PAPER!

WOOHOO!

then went home to bathe

camwhored with Natalie on imac

now i understand why some ppl love taking photos.

Damn fun luhh.

then at about 1030 left home

WALKED to J8 under the HOT BLAZING SUN!

Nat even thought it was the 12 o clock sun

LOL

then met CassHo at J8 mrt

mrt-ed with her, nat, dom to dhoby Ghaut

then watched imagine that

it was damn funny

and touching at the same time

haha

few stuff happened next

damn cool and funny at the same time

LOL

the memories

2009-10-19T18:07:00.004+08:00

i was like looking at mcs-iians blogs

then i remembered how much me and my friends went through those days

i remembered the awful thing i did to mdm tan

i still regret it!

i remember how Meiyi and i always pull each other's hair and pinch or hit each other for fun

i remember how much i feared jasmine

Because she was super rough those days

i remembered the time where me, jasmine and Yu Shuen ( i think ) or patricia

sneaked into the gym after school

to play on the gym stuff

i remembered the time with clarissa where we joined skipping

whereby after training our legs will be full of skipping rope marks

i remember the time where i was in golf with valerie

then there were so many ants on us

and we used to buy lots and lots of french fries to eat on the bus

i remember tracy senior

who trained me netball last time

i remembered myself running away from the ball.

i remember p5 school camp for catholics

i remember the bed we slept on

i shared a room with patricia and kimberly

i remembered the BBQ

i remembered the time where i got attacked in the AVA room

whereby my friends wanted to put a hamster down my shirt

at that time

i was so.. umm...?

so i went to tell the teacher

i learnt my lesson then

as all of us including me had to write a report-.-

so i was never gonna complain any more

LOL

i also remember the time when i was taking part i the skipping competition

and came in 4th place:(

but we got into the finals:)

i remember in P3 whereby i played a piano recital for the whole school

OMG

that was... terrible

i played dreadfully

well, the first two pages for great

but the last two were just bleah

i felt so embarrassed luhh

i wanted to die at that time

i remember the time in p6

whereby prefects had to do a skit

and i was the teacher

i had to give out the test papers and say you may begin"

but i actually said " you may begin " before i had even given out the papers!

LOL

after the skit, i ran into class and i was just soooo.....

EMBARRASSED!

oh yeah oh yeah,

i also remember the time in p2

where i had to do a skit

and i was the main character

and i had the most lines

and the lines were all the same

i had to say " WHY? " throughout

it was fun

though everyone laughed at me when i kept saying "why?"

oh yeah oh yeah

other time in p2 we had this performance

and i was some fairy

and i had to do some dance.

EMBARRASSING

and and and

in p...

ermm.. p5 or 6

i took chinese drama

so during the ACTUAL performance

i had to go on stage first

then the teacher was soo biased and helped the guy to put the mike properly

left me aside until i rushed her

then i got to stage late

the other girl was already dancing and i was supposed to dance with her

so i ran up to stage and i said " OH SHIT! "

into my mike

and my mike was the LOUDEST!

i was sooo EMBARRASSED

at the end of the performance and walk out

then backstage,

everyone was laughing at my OH SHIT

that was sooo embarrassing!

then i also remember b4 the performance,

i ran away from the teachers cuz they wanted to put makeup for me

and i HATED makeup back then

so i RAN

LOL

OH YEAHH OH YEAHH!

i remember in nursery,

i pinched my best friend SARAH HO

and the teacher saw that..

so the teacher pinched me back-.-

i also remember the time where in K2 i was the bird ...a yellow one

and the feathers were Super itchy

LOL

looking back, these were such good memories i had

haiz.

i wish i could go back in time

where i was so good and innocent:P

xoxo~ claire

2009-10-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

YAY!

MY BRACES ARE OUT!

WOOHOO~

but i think i prefer myself WITH braces

without them i look so wierd~

tmr last paper

then after that going out:):)

i cant wait!!!

2009-10-15T11:07:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHA!!!!

chem is over! finally

my stupid blog so irritating!

arhg!

talking to jon now

lol

ice cream

going out on tue with pravin they all

tmr movies with nat

2009-10-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

AHAHA!!!

today was physics and emath paper 1

tmr chem

i wanna watch fame!

no one to watch with!

argh

so irritating!

haha

jonathan ,

u say u wan wake up at 3 urself argh. not my prob argh:)

2009-10-13T17:49:00.002+08:00

haiyo

i cant stand temptation

i really wanna blog about today luhh

me, mark , diana , jasmine and joselyn were laughing like crap luhh

cuz we played a prank on nika

cant belief she believed it!!!

super retarded luhh

then going to start paper

i go call nika do the hand thingy she showed me yesterday

then me, jasmine, joselyn and diana all laughing

super retarded then everyone look at us

aiya,

exams always retarded one

i was like shaking luhh

diana said she could hear me making noises

those frustrated noises

LOL

i'm so pissed off luhh

urgh! i think i lost like 20 marks?!?!

ARGHH

tmr physics

i got like f9 for last term?

so i must really really STUDY UDDY UDDY

2009-10-13T12:57:00.001+08:00

WTF!

amaths was like crap la

didnt know how to do like 5 questions!!!

DAMN!

super disappointed la

tmr emaths and physics

followed by chem the next day

ARGH!

then after that,

i can go watch FAME!

yay

but dunno who to watch with lol!

2009-10-12T18:15:00.003+08:00

oh yeahh oh yeah!!!

THANKs jonathan who helped me with my SS

and who rushed to school to be there at 630 am to help me lol

thank GOD!!!

sorry for waking u up 5 mins b4 ur usual time:P

sucker luhh

then after papers.

went canteen

sat with hong sui, wan qi laogong, jonathan, hamizan, pravin and aloy k

wa piang

pravin and hamizan asking me dunno what crap la!

then the two of them plus jonathan cu they fin their N level

had nothing to do

so they walked me home

but i felt more of stalked

i had the walter chasing after me vision again!!!

then i RUN all the way back home

with 5 big and heavy Tbs in my bag

by the time i reached home

i was super super tired luhh

they sucker la

esp pravin and hamizan

nothing better to do

ask stupid question-.-

hmm,

watever la

i study until i sick le

what to do

thats what happen when u start studying the day b4 the paper

i seriously learnt my lesson la!

i'm never ever gonna do it again

it sucks la!

my eyes were like bleah

and my hair's just screwed up la

super tired

cant wait for exams to end

wanna go watch fame

maybe if i'm in a good mood,

i will treat ppl?:)

anyone wanna watch?

gotta go CHIONG amaths and geog which i haven even started on a single topic

bleah!

bye bye

thanks again jonathan!!!!

remember argh..

swensen treat if i pass overall???:):):)

YAY!

this is seriously motivating me to do well la!

2009-10-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

AHA!

hmm, El, Cl, SS and bio are over!

YES!

left with geog, amath, emath, physic and chem

today during the break was super retarded la

nika was damn funny

i prefer the seating arrangement la

i'm at the corner of the class

YAY:)

ah, woke up at 3 this morning to study ss

thanks jonathan!

2009-10-11T08:13:00.004+08:00

hmm,

yesterday was father G's farewell party

i love the pizza:)

had horible news

ah well,

start all over

" if its meant to be, it will happen"

quoted from a really nice and caring person:/

looks like i have to say thanks again

to the one who was there for me again

well,

maybe its true

maybe

it was never meant to be that way

ah well,

screw it la

i have to get on with life

hope wont affect my exam tmr

i'm not really well prepared:/

F-ing scared now luhh

i should be studying

not blogging now

oh yeah oh yeah

during the party yesterday

the altar servers were chaotic

damn scary luhh

and retarded!

esp russel tan!

he was eating his pizza

chewing it then

he open his mouth and showed me his half eaten pizza

it was damn gross!

then saw ji-zha at the staircase

then the nice and caring person

go laugh at me

then..

the person played a stupid prank on me

person shouted ji-zha

when there was none

and i screamed!!!-.-

wth

i'm kinda scared of creepy crawlies

HS altar servers age 13 and below

those not scary are 14 and above i guess

e.g: jacob, nathan , gerard etc etc

okkay, i'm really gonna go study now

bye bye

2009-10-10T12:01:00.001+08:00

hmm,

i finally finished most of my revision

hmm, only like 3 more subjects?

i'm gonna learn like 2 chapters only

chap 5 and another one, maybe chap 4?

9 more days till my braces are off!:P

:) :) :) :)

YAY

2009-10-09T13:10:00.002+08:00

The way their tears make you want to
change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die or
know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of
a sound, you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within
the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.
We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

found this damn..

anyway,

tmr is father G's farewell party

damn sad luhh

he leaving

hmm,

going with Serena, Natalie, Dominic, Ian and Natasha the awesome

hope its fun:D

2009-10-09T09:44:00.002+08:00

now at com lab luhh
i prefer staying in class
than coming here
though got aircon luhh
DAMN!
gonna fail english lerhh!
oral: 27/40
WTF

WTF i already apologised rite?!?!
and u stil dun wanna reply!

urgh!
i'm damn pissed now
i cant do maths!!!
bloody bitch!
URGH!
though i read fin bio and physics, chem haven started
DAMN!

the good old times

2009-10-08T16:06:00.002+08:00

i deleted some of my posts

cuz they were too emo!

as i read the previous posts,

i'm really missing the good old times we had

they were retarded!

now my life is not as fun as b4

i remembered how i would look forward

to waking up early to study

at 3 or 4 am

i remember the time where we woke up at 3

and decided to sleep till 4

and i told u to wake me up

but when u called,

i slept like a log

and ignored all 8 missed calls

guess i was too tired

i miss my birthday day!

i miss fridays!

i miss everything we did as friends!

FRIENDS!

i miss the time where we were talking for over an hour plus

closing to 2 hrs

then ur mom came into your room

and asked u to go bathe

we had to hang up

LOL

hmm,

i miss FUEL!

i realised because of my own crap problems

bcuz of my studies

i've been giving everyone a really

crap time

i guess there's really one person i needa apologise to

well,

thats Jeremy

i really ignored him for a while

well, jeremy,

i'm sorry

OMG!

today was RETARDED again

SLACK for the whole morning till recess

then after recess was physics

P was supposed to come

in the end nvr

then me and diana were like ORHHH

when mark explained it

we finally understood physics

then was chem!

group work!

then no bio after that:)

but got ss

then me and diana were SOOO bored

i listened to music

then diana msged me

she was sitting in front of me

well, now i know how come my hp bill is so high!

LOL

hmm,

talking about bio,

i'm still damn pissed

i said the correct answer yesterday

then gunawan heard wrongly

and i remembered he made those who didnt bring the worksheet stand at the corner

WTH!

i did the worksheet

but didnt bring

CRAP!

needa really buck up!

GO GIRL!

i LOVE RETARDED DAYS

like today:)

2009-10-07T16:52:00.002+08:00

ahhh

jus came back from school

well, today was...

RETARDED!

sat at the corner of the class

with mark, diana and natalie

we were gossiping

OMG

mark is so stupid i tell u

anyway,

the wall me and diana sat next to

there was this: mark sucks- stupid

then mark was like who write one?

then both me and diana AT THE SAME TIME

said

: i dunno. my handwriting not like that"

LOL LOL LOL

then guess who laughed:)

then we said the same thing 2x today

had the same scores for our class test

same marks, same subject

then realised OBS got a 14km kayaking

and i was super freaked out

cuz i dunno how to kayak

then diana said that she'll teach me

in mark's condo

then mark excited

then we changed venue

LOL

today was retarded

then after school

chiong eat

chiong back to class for geog

then chiong eat again

then chiong away from Cherlynn

cuz she wanted to talk to me about

the yes incident

anyway,

i'm still making a decision...

2009-10-01T18:58:00.003+08:00

omg!

I CAN GO FOR OBS!!!!

YESHHH!!!!!!

WITH THE SLs the prefect excos!!!

yeahhhhh!!!!!!!!

only 16 ppl from the whole school:)

YEAH!

but that means more jabs-.-

darn!

maybe going with Nat? or someone?

after che, i went bishan library study

for bio: YEAHH!!!! 11 more chapters-.-

damn!

nvm

jiayou claire:)

2009-09-28T16:24:00.000+08:00

went for exam mass with nat, dom, ian, jeremy and jonathan

went tp after with all except jeremy

my mind is headed towards that direction

DAMN!

i gotta START studying

haven started

DAMN

2009-09-26T17:00:00.002+08:00

i just came back from godma's wedding

was the bridesmaid

darn!

ansel walked sideways!

haha

nvm

i guess no one noticed

but the bacckup plan in case ansel didnt want to walk totally screwed up!

in the end,

it was the back up guy who didnt wanna wal

I WAS SO SO scared at first

but i relaxed

whew

when i arrived at the front

sat with lionel and louis

damn luhh

my dress was loose

and kept slipping

in the front

and had leg cramp

damn!

guess who were the servers

lol

watever luhh

then went orchid country club for lunch

help godma with dress

sat with yasmine, leon, lionel, louis and their parents, fang, hatnam,xia chin and husband

DAMN FUNNY LUHH

our table was laughing our heads off at xia chin's story

OMG that was the best man

so after eating

chat chat chat

then went second round

talk talk talk

LOL

i love this day

haiz,

i'm finally able to enjoy myself

anyway G said: tell him to F off lol

this is to CCJ

2009-09-23T19:33:00.003+08:00

i just came back from YOG centre

as a facilitaor as part of my NYAA

i went with nika, linda, eve, farhanna, joanne, calista, madhuri, naseera and kiong keng

me and kiong keng were paired up with a senior

then i went toilet to wash my face then water accidentally spilt on my shirt

and so happen the shirt i was wearing today is the new uniform

whereby everything can be seen when water touches it

so i guess u ppl know what can be seen luhh

anyway

the group we facilitated were CHAOS!!!

OMG

then KK tell them to call me auntie

wa piang

they very rude lorhh

anyway

when going back

took 111 to tangling there the ion

to mrt

in the end,

me, kk, joanne, linda, eve and farhanna

took all the way to marina bay before

the train bounced back

lol

lame rite

had emaths test today

damn!

i wrote the last answer wrongly

i'm so angry!!

i missed the times we had fun as friends:)